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Hello everyone. Just thought I'd stop in and say hi. I've been thinking about my writing lately and realize that I've changed a lot over the last few years and that's part of why I never update fics anymore. I still plan to one day, but I've spent a lot of time growing into myself as an adult. (which I'll probably never truly feel like one which isn't such a bad thing) I believe my old writing was childish, too descriptive and all that, but it was therapeutic at a time when I was going through some rough times. Even though it was amateurish, the fact that I met a lot of nice people through writing made it well worth it. I'm not one that makes friends easily. I used to think friends were a waste of time, but I was wrong. I'll never be extrovert, but it's nice learning that I don't have to be completely closed off from society and that not everyone in the world is a jerk. Gaming online was another way to get past some of my social anxiety as well because in a game, you have a common goal to work towards and you don't have to focus on social skills until you start to know the person better... which makes it become easier then. Also, speaking is a problem I have dealt with most of my life. When I find the need to speak, my voice doesn't come out easily because I overthink how I will sound or that my voice will crack awkwardly. But just practicing reading and recording myself over the past year has helped a lot with that.

I was speaking with someone the other day about how I was unsatisfied with my past writing and it was holding me back and she came up with an interesting solution. I could just rewrite updated versions while not deleting the old works. I couldn't delete them anyway since I would hate to lose all of the reviews. I think it might be fun. I would cut most of the unneeded rambling and make some parts a bit shorter, word things a bit better, but the overall plot would be the same. People that want to read my old work could still have it while enjoying the new version if they so wished. it might seem like a waste of time to some, but it would be fun to revisit the past that way. In addition to that, i hope to continue Stage Fright and To Be Young as well. I just have to kick myself into gear this year and get things started.

Anyway, I suppose i should end this journal here before it becomes a whole page. Farewell for now.



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Welcome to Mac's page.

Note: Sorry, but I'm not taking requests or commissions right now because I'm already far behind with my art and writing.

I am a huge fan of Star Trek TOS, Sherlock, Xena, The Simpsons as well as a few other series and I've written several fanfics on (link below) I'm mainly here to post fanfiction, fanart and photography. I also post slash more often than anything else, just so you know.

A few things about me:

I'm not very social and normally avoid people like the plague, but I'm nice whenever I can be so I'm definitely not a jerk. :) I also become totally engrossed in whatever obsession that currently strikes my interest and I'm incredibly OCD most of the time. I like writing, gaming, drawing fanart and making fanvids in my free time.

My Steam name if you want to add me MacStellox, though I just go by Shadowbomb on there now.

Ravenclaw House STAMP by CrystalLynnblud

I have had to post my Bort fanvids to a new account on Youtube as unlisted... so here are the links if you want to view them.

Bort: I love the Way you Lie:

Bort: Getting Away with Murder:

Bort: Head Like a Hole:


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BlazingLife97 Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2015  Student General Artist
What stories are you planning on writing after you finish Stage Fright?
MonacoMac Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm not sure yet. I'm thinking of writing another Burn/Smithers story and maybe going over my old fics and sprucing them up a little. I'm also working on a TF2 fanfic with a friend.
BlazingLife97 Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2015  Student General Artist
CottonCatTailToony Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Hi! Do you take Art Trade?
FunSizedReesesCup Featured By Owner May 24, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
your stories are absolutely incredible !
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